சென் சூரியன் ஜோதியில் சந்திரன் ஒளி சேர்ந்ததோ அசைந்தாடும் ஆழியில் அழகிய நதி கலந்ததோ, காலம் என்னும் நதியில் விழுந்து இரவும் நகர்ந்தது பகலும் நகர்ந்தது இதயம் நகர்ந்தது .... (Verse from Idhayam Idam Mariyathe - Jodhaa Akbar)
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To feel safe in someone's energy is a different type of intimacy. The greatest moment of intimacy would always be when someone sees you at your most difficult state, when someone sees the most fragile part of yours, when someone witnesses the most unacknowledged and unlovable parts of yours. The ocean of emotions that feels like fire within your bones, like your soul has returned to the water, like every part of you that came from a dead star is alive again. Nothing could ever be more intimate than allowing yourself to be deeply seen and known, and when you honor the spiritual connection that grows from that offering with trust, kindness, respect and affection. Such connection is not something we give or get; it is something that we nurture and grow, a connection that can only be cultivated between two people when it exists within each of them. The best gift you can ever receive from someone is to feel safe in your own skin, to feel acknowledged, to feel appreciated, to feel worthy...
Reality of the Soul
Here's the very first canvas painting of mine back in July 2020, depicting 'reality of the soul' ; And here's the same painting on which I have added bright and vibrant shades of yellow, 3 years later ; After all, all that you need is an intertwinement of feelings, emotions, deep thoughts, and the liberation of things that you have deep inside. After all, that is the source of your growth both mentally and spritually. After all, to be held mindfully and soulfully matters the most than being held physically.
Sometimes all that matters is someone right to see museums in you where all that you could see was empty hallways. Envisioned this long time ago and have tried multiple times to put this either into words or an art , but the sheet remained empty . To have finally sketch this out is truly overwhelming .
The Untold
Most children of narcissistic parents or guardians grew up feeling tremendously confused about what love means and how it is supposed to be felt. Their parents or guardians did extremely unloving things to them in the name of love. As a result, they came to understand love as something chaotic, dramatic, confusing, and often painful—something they had to give up their own dreams and desires for. Obviously, that is not what love is all about. Later in adulthood, you will eventually realise how almost impossible it seems to cross that distance, let yourself experience closeness, and how otherwordly love feels now. You will always be spreading love and care towards others, but you flinch away when someone does the same to you. And over and over, you could see so clearly how everything around is mixed with that sensation of distance and coldness. Loving behavior does not grind you down, keep you off balance, or create feelings of self-hatred. Love does not hurt, it feels comforting. Loving...
To be held
At some point when you are tired of being strong, when you are totally burnout; emotionally and physically exhausted, all that matters for the silent scream and the silent cry of your heart in the wilderness is a shoulder to lean on, a chest to lay on. To be comforted, to be embraced. To be mentally and soulfully naked and open. To shed of the shield of strength and to be vulnerable. To demonstrate your fragile self. Sometimes, at the end of the day, all that matters is to be held by someone no matter how strong you are.
Sita Ram
Sita's life was filled with trouble and turmoil and yet, she stoically maintained her calm and dignity throughout. The values that she adhered to and represented at every point in the course of her arduous life have translated into becoming the values of womanly virtue, held sacred by all in the past and even in the present 🤍🍃