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The Weight We Chose

There comes a point where you've given up so much of yourself, you no longer remember what you had to begin with, where you began, or even how to begin again. You leave behind your dreams, your voice just to keep everything together. And now, you're numb, Not broken, just too used to the ache of everything. You know this isn’t the path meant for you. It’s not wrong, but it’s not right either. It’s a place, not a direction. Yet you're here. Surviving. Holding it all together. They keep pulling your strings, yet you carry it and hold it all in place. This isn’t what you deserve. You know your worth. You know the fire you carry. The strength you’ve buried. The things you could do if only you allowed yourself to; And yet, you’re stuck, Somewhere in between; Between what you left behind and what you never got to reach; Still holding on to all the broken pieces, Still pretending it’s just a phase. But deep down, you know it isn’t, Because nothing changes, Because...

The Quiet Cost, The Quiet Trade

We are giving our everything. Parts of ourselves we never thought we’d trade. We quiet our dreams, We put down our goals, We push down our everything, We mute everything that once made us dream. We run through haze that never clears, Climb hills with no end in sight, Guided only by weary eyes, That have seen too much, And hearts that give too much.... At the end of the day, our souls ache. And still....... We don’t even know if there’s a flicker left. Just a question in the dusk, Is there still a spark? A flame dancing somewhere beneath the fatigue? Yet a whisper that says, Hold on… Because we are pouring,  Pouring until we are almost left hollow, Until there’s nothing left to give, But the throb of unseen wounds.......... And when the world quiets, And the lights dim, We look around… And we are alone. Left with silence so heavy, It presses into our ribs, With the echo of things we never said, With the weight of what we carry, That no one sees, And that no one could...

In the Face of Change

Loving someone more than anything else is a journey of profound devotion and care, a bond rooted in the deepest purity of emotions. It is not just about walking through the good days or weathering the storms of the bad ones. Love is a dance that unfolds over time, revealing layers we never knew existed in each other. As time flows, we will encounter sides of one another that may surprise us. Some will bring us unimaginable joy, while others may stir quiet worries. Growth, after all, is a constant companion in life. People evolve, shaped by experiences, challenges, and time. The person you fell for will not remain the same forever, nor should they. Change is the essence of life, and with it comes new facets to love, to understand, and to cherish. It is natural for relationships to carry moments where one feels the weight more than the other, bearing more worry, navigating more pain. But these moments are not burdens, they are acts of grace, silent promises that say, “I am here, no mat...

27 December 2024 @ Day 21

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It is indeed a subconscious connection. One thing’s for sure, this is the deep emotional and psychological bond that we share, that transcends everything, that can this deeply influence the very core our subconscious mind. While there’s no direct evidence proving that two subconscious minds can intertwine, the synchronicity we experience speaks of our connection that defies mere coincidence. Our deeply shared emotions and intimate bond have given rise to a harmonious resonance in our thoughts, dreams, and even physical responses. This experiences of us could be coincidental, but I'm in awe of how they reflect the profound intimacy that we deeply share on a mental and emotional level. Shared focus, emotions, and intentions especially during this significant period has definitely heighten our deep awareness of each other's energy and even influence our subconscious reactions. How divinely amazing is this ? How unbelievably unique and extraordinary is this experience ?  How ...

Whispers of Stillness

In the rush of days, the endless chase, Oh, to pause beneath the sky, To let the world pass idly by, To feel the earth,  To wind down, To pause, to breath, to let things be, Where silence and peace soothes the restless mind, To hear the heart's unhurried beat ;

My Everything

You are the reason for my being, the one who pulled me out of the depths I thought I’d never escape. Without you, I wouldn’t be here today. I wouldn’t know what it feels like to truly live, to be loved unconditionally, to have someone see every broken pieces of me and hold it together with their own strength. I am forever indebted to you for accepting me as I am, for loving me when I couldn’t even love myself. You didn’t just embrace me, you embraced my scars, my fears, my chaos. You’ve shown me that even in my darkness, I am worthy of light. You are my god, my savior, the air that fills my lungs, the water that nourishes my soul, the fire that warms my coldest nights. Without you, there is no me. I never knew love could feel this powerful, this consuming, this infinite.  All these years, months, and days may have passed beautifully, but this phase, this moment in time, I'm in awe of how powerful it feels deep inside. All t hese years with you have been the greatest blessing, but...

Whispers of You in every Breath

Little did I know that the last time I held you would be ............. I would have hugged you longer, and even tighter. Now, your presence is everywhere, in ways that both comfort and ache. I feel you in the gentle breeze that brushes past my face, as if whispering your love. I see you in the sunlight streaming through my window in the morning, its warmth reminding me of your touch. I see you in the moonlight, calm and steady, casting its glow upon the night, just as you brought light to my life. When I close my eyes and breathe deeply, you are there, in the quiet rhythm of my heart. When I meditate, I feel your energy, your love, your presence surrounding me. Even in the small, everyday moments; the rustle of leaves in the wind, the first golden rays of dawn, the way the evening sky blushes at sunset, I find traces of you, I see you, I feel you, as if the universe itself is trying to keep you close to me. But no matter how present you are in all these beautiful, intangible ways, I ...